The mists of xmas slowly parted and i awoke this morning determined to not get angry with anybody...that lasted all of about 2 hours. Why is it that the people you love the most think they can do or say things to hurt you and that it won't cause any damage because you love them...
I've cried a lot this year, i don't mind admitting that, either through grief, depression, anger and even lost love. It all seemed to have happened in the latter part of the year and blew up into an almighty emotional maelstrom that launched itself around November. I think i'm pulling through, i'm feeling a lot more rational although slightly used and ragged around the edges.
By the way have just added a pic for those that don't know me!
Well it's time for a pretend new years eve drinking session tonight surrounded by people i love and as it's the last time we will all be together before 2005 it should be quite a hoot!
2 comments:
st least you will be with friends that love you
give a thought of me who will be alone
loving you forever
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alot better mate lovely bit of humour thats what i like to see comme on as you say its 2005 let the other bastard year go and let the light in come on piddy u can do it martin xx
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